Akalain mo yun?

Posted by ryohie at 02:43 AM on February 21, 2010.

Wow! I miss this place....almost a year din akong walang post..*pets blog* wawa naman. Wala na po akong avail time...ngayon lang...kasi ako lang yung hosting agent na nagproprocess. Lahat na ng LOB na train na ako except VIP...super universal agent na ako.

Miss ko na talaga magsulat...yung feeling na excited ka kung sino magcomment tapos pagbasa mo wala pala hehe. What's up with me? I have gained people! yes! at last woo! From 100 pounds nung November '09 im now 120-ish pounds and still gaining. No offernce, pero ngayon alam ko na ano feeling ng mga damit na di na halos magkasya sayo...magkasya man e di halos mabutton lahat hahaha. Plan ko mga hanggang 135+ pounds..overwieght na kaya yun?

Another important thing im planning get a job back in Davao. Plan ko last year ko na dito sa Ayala then early next year uwi na ako or kung mapapa-aga talaga..hanggang March na lang ako dito. Dami kasi problema sa amin and I think na kailangan talaga ako doon.

Dami ko mamimiss na friends ko dito..sh*t. Siguro nagrevolve na buhay ko dito sa Makati..ang hirap iwan eh hehe.

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Bread Whiner

Posted by ryohie at 03:08 AM on April 2, 2009.

At some point in our lives, well as a filipino. Some of us or most of us must be a bread winner. Sa hirap ba naman ng buhay dito diba? We need to at least look back and help the people who raised us with unconditional love and support.

Serious? Yes. I am a bread winner, you must be too. Mahirap diba? Lalong mahirap pag malayo ka sa pamilya mo, magkasakit ka man..self service. Ni wala ka man lang magluluto sayo or bumuli ng gamot. Pagdown ka, wala ka makausap..well some friends they do but sometimes iba yung galing sa family mo...

Mahirap lang kami, there was I point that every night I would wake up to a loud cry of hunger. I just endured...kelan kaya titigil to. When that happens, I think of doughnuts, lush cream caramels, mouth watering ice cream sorbet and some sugary stuff..that would ease the hunger..at least on my mind.

There were high hopes when my eldest brother graduated, we were relieved. But behind that blinding hope was utter despair...all I could ask God is..WHY? My brother left us with Nothingness, vast void questions unanswered. I didn't cried, not that I remembered..I reckon that day I created my happy mask..I used that to show him that we didn't needed him...deceiving but empty.

I worked my way to get a job at the best of my abilities. I wanted to show my brother that with this little arms, this frail body, this scarred heart! that I can raise my...our family out of this misery. Yes, ikaw ang rason sa entry na to...I can never face you to tell all of these things and yes very cowardly of me...but this is just my outlet of misery.

My dear brother...wala naman akong gustong ibang hingin sayo, you never heard me asked a favor from you ever...not in my entire life..not even them. All I ask is for you to look back...look back on us. We are just trailing behind you, di mo ba kami makita? Nakatingala ka lang ba para sa sarili mo?

I know you will never wake up from that bliss nor even read this entry. But I am just furious about what you have said to me today..all I wanted was to ask for some help. I can never raise them alone...my happy mask is wearing out...my body is about to give up, the walls I build is ready to crumble....

Sorry guys ha, its my rant post again. My manoy (thats what i call him) is not really that bad, due to circumstances lang siguro. Nagusap kami kanina, he told me something that made me really angry, all I did was asked for help..is it really to much? yeah..bread whiner I am *happy face turned on*

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Operation: Shabu-Shabu!

Posted by ryohie at 07:51 AM on March 4, 2009.

Sa wakas! Natupad din ang long time dream ko na mag shabu-shabu, Me, Van And Kulotskie made an adventure to shabu-shabu landia. We ended up at Tonyang's located at Megamall.

Grabe, di ko maexplain kung gaano kasarap..basta masarap siya at enjoy lalo na kasama mo friends mo magluto. At iba dyan..di alam kung ano yung lard...aherm. Kala din namin tofu yung inihanda nila sa gitna...lard pala yun haha. Yun pala yung mantika for the grill...tsk tsk...how are art though innocent...sorry naman..first time lang.

We got there around 4:45 na kasi naman etong si kulot may interview pa...dun sa taas ng megamall. Hinatak nung bakla..false advertisement pala..wooo..ayun we wasted our time..

Pero! Going to the good part, you will need to select kung ano base ng soup nyu for the shabu-shabu. They had chicken broth, sinigang at yung isa di ko matandaan. So we ordered the Sinigang based, then after nun kuha na kayo ng kung ano-ano sa may gilid. They had wide ragnge of selection from veggies fish cuts, frankfurts, shomai at maraming pang iba. Kuha lang kayu dun tapos iluto nyu sa grill or broth.

It came to us na kumuha si Van ng maraming vermicelli, wala problema yun...kaso...sinigang based kami...kaya ayun...sinigang namin may sotanghon hahaha.

After 2 long hours of intensive eating...kulot..wag magdeny haha..nanood kami ng Confessions of a Shopaholic Weeeeeeeeee!~ (kung sino gusto sumama next time..itaas ang kamay)

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Paalam mahal kong Molly...

Posted by ryohie at 02:47 AM on October 8, 2008.

I was anxious to get home...can not wait to see Molly. Kasi alam nyo guys, Molly keeps me happy. She means so much to me, she’s there when i’m lonely, she’s there when I’m sad. On top of that, inde siya nagrereklamo…kahit ano gawin ko sa kanya ok lang…

I had a hunch that day that something bad is going happen and I was not wrong. I rushed at the house and I saw Molly enclosed on a container full of  water….the house smelled carbon that day. Nanginig ako when I got her up…”Lord..what have I done?”..yun lang nasabi ko at that time. Panic came and hysteria was standing by. Omg what should I do? I called her name name twice..thrice..I can not remember…

Yes..Molly drowned. “DO NOT DIE ON ME!” a shout that echoed in every inch of my spine. Tears were building up, my body was almost numb..think! thnk! Think!. Wala ako maisip that time…I shook her hoping for a response…this is hopeless…Molly did not blinked.

I rushed outside taking her in my arms…”Please please lord…wag nyo siyang kunin sa akin…” I commuted and got her to a Specialist. He was shocked when he saw Molly…she was all pale and rusty. ”Ano nangyari?” tanong niya. I was speechless di ako makasagot, maybe its my guilt, di ko mabigay ang rason kasi alam ako ako ang may kasalanan. “Di na importante to yun! Pakiusap..tulungan nyo siya...”

He checked Molly…he shooked his head..he shooked his head twice..I knew right then kung ano sasabihin niya. “Ang daming damage sa system niya…kailangan natin siyang operahan”. This is not happening…this might be a dream..please wake me up! The attendant came…”Sir…paki antay na lang po sa lobby…well keep you informed.”

I sat at the lobby still in shock. Denial. Guilt, Anger, all mixed up emotions ARGH! What if di siya mabuhay? Isa sa ga milyong tanong sa isip ko..but that question weighed more..

If I could only turn back time…flash of memories came…the time we spent….the time she made me happy. I was contented having her..no ifs..no buts.

1 hour and 45 minutes passed, I saw the specialists sweaty face…I knew he had done his best..he did not have to tell me. “Im so sorry…wala na tayo magagawa…”. I did not know what to feel that time..seems like everything stopped…how could this happen…

“Di na po natin marerecover PSP niyo sir, ayaw na umandar ng mother board tsaka kakalawangin lang yan pag dating ng panahon..bumili na lang kayo bago.”

Oh my Molly…my precious PSP…drowned in Pepsi…(that actually rhymed J). “Pakshet ka..anong bago?..may sentimental value si Molly sa akin…siya yung unang sweldo ko sa PS! Bleh!” yun sana sasabihin ko sa technician.

That was the whole story of my Molly..yes..yung gadgets ko my names…tawag ko sa cellphone ko ay Bert. Bert was my first thirteen month pay..o ha…Im sure malungkot din si Bert nung nawala si Molly. Hehe. Its been four months now since it happened..naka move on na ako hahahah. Its time to buy a new one…hopefully mabili ko yung kay Donnabell Z kaso pink yung PSP..toink. Ano kaya maganda name for the new one? By the way, ngayon lang ako naka update kasi pakshet na background yan..pangit tuloy template ko kaya ayan..sana makabalik ako sa blogging nyeheh

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Magaling, magaling, magaling

Posted by ryohie at 05:44 AM on May 2, 2008.

Woah after gagillion years post na uli ako..somehow hehe. Before yung update saken..i just bumped this on a forum, share ko lang:

ALAMAT Kung Bakit Nagsisinungaling mga lalaki.

Ito DAW ang alamat kung bakit nagsi-sinungaling ang mga lalaki...

Karpintero itong si Jojo at isang araw eh gumagawa siya ng isang bahay sa tabi ng ilog.Sa lakas ng pagma-martilyo niya eh nalaglag ang martilyo niya sa ilog...umiyak siya at lumitaw yung guardian angel niya, "tutulungan kita, Jojo".. .sabay lundag sa ilog. Lumabas ito na me hawak na gold hammer,"ito ba ang martilyo mo?"... "hindi po"...lundag uli ang anghel at lumitaw na me silver hammer, "ito ba?"..."hindi po"...lundag uli sa ilog ang anghel at lumitaw na me ordinary hammer, "ito ba?"..."opo" .natuwa ang anghel, "dahil honest ka, bukod sa martilyo mo, sa 'yo na rin ang gold and silver hammer"... Makaraan ang ilang araw,naglalakad si Jojo sa ilog at kasama ang misis niya... eh sa katangahan,nalaglag si misis sa ilog...iyak si Jojo...litaw si guardian angel, "tutulungan kita"...sabay lundag sa ilog at ng lumitaw eh kasama si Paris Hilton, "ito ba ang misis mo?"...sagot si Jojo, "opo"... nagalit si anghel,"sinungaling ka.akala ko pa naman mabait ka"... nag- reason-out si Jojo, "sorry po,angel...kasi kapag sinabi kong 'Hindi', eh lulundag ka uli sa tubig at pag-litaw mo eh kasama mo si Jessica Simpson, at pag sinabi ko uli na hindi siya ang asawa ko eh lulundag ka uli at ang tunay na misis ko na ang kasama mo. At dahil sa kabaitan ko eh ibibigay mo din sa akin sina Paris at Jessica.Mahirap lang po ako at hindi ko kaya ang me tatlong asawa, kaya 'Yes' na lang ang sinagot ko nung una.

*Moral of the story: kaya lang naman nagsi-sinungaling ang mga lalaki eh for a good and noble reason.* Tama nga naman..^^v

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